It’s somebody I followed a long time ago and as years go on you get an idea of what people are like. It’s the weird nature of parasocial relationships. Someone I’ve watched grow and struggle as I’ve grown and struggled is now gone and it feels real fucking weird. I keep watching the video left on her IG of her happily dancing and singing to her dog and it’s just like goddamn I’m sorry the world had to be like this. She was having a bad go and life doesn’t work out the way we hoped. Just fucking sucks man.