I see it this way: She was super excited with the idea and filming it probably made her happy and feel like it was actually going very well. Then when she started editing it she realized she didn't like the way it turned out. Maybe lighting, angles, the way she looked (you know how women can be) and eventually she just slowly grew to hate it during editing. That's how I see it at least, but I also understand your view of it as well after your explanation, so thank you for the actual response!I don't understand why it seems so impossible to you. Rather, another question arises.Is it logical to start streaming on twitch and show everyone that you are working on a video in which, as she herself stated, "put her whole soul"? And this is after 2 days of postponements. Then take off a photo in a suit, light up the entourage and then a detached look and a dramatic post. Answer: Yes, it makes sense if it was your plan from the beginning.