Pt 2-
8/15 I have a handyman coming to put a shower door on. I put the cat in her room like she has previously told me to do and the cat pees on her bed. I feel bad so I order her new sheets and a couple other things. She leaves all day for the friend's again while I have to basically hold the cat all day because the handyman has to keep going in and out the door and I can't risk the cat running out. She comes home late again. I can't sleep so I text her you want to watch the show we were watching. She says "Maybe in a min". She comes in from outside I'm sitting on the couch with the show on. She says "just let me put my sheets on". I sit there for over an hour waiting before finally giving up. Once again I'm texting/saying "Did I do something to make you mad?". This is becoming a recurring theme of me feeling disrespected on a friend level and asking if I did something wrong.
I've now lost 25 pounds in less than 2 months by starving myself. I'm feeling like shit as a client, as a friend, mentally, physically. She has texted me stuff like "never knew genuine love until you", "you're all I have" "you're the only bright spot in my life", "I appreciate you more than life itself". I lay in bed all night crying, thinking to myself what more could I possibly do to get what I paid for or even just some honesty? Just be like "I can't provide what I promised and what you expected so here's your money back" I've spent 15k on her, done everything I could possibly do, and I'm supposedly so important to her. Something in this scenario is a lie. 8/16 She walks in on me crying the next day in my room so I finally just say how hurt I am by the fact that she wasn't willing to provide what was advertised and how I had convinced myself it was because of how I look. She says how sorry she is but manages to make it into me making HER feel bad. And she says FOR THE FIRST TIME "Oh those are extras, EVERYONE is like that. Haven't you seen Pretty Woman?" If this were remotely true she would have mentioned it before or during the very first meeting to try and make more money. And I would have paid it because I want to experience the things I never have. She packs a bag and goes to the friend's house. Around this time she also tweets a booking ad for "GFE". So yet again advertising something she does not actually provide. Now I know I flat out can't trust her and start seriously questioning EVERYTHING.
8/17 is basically the final straw. Late afternoon we are both sitting on the couch. I ask if I should put the show on. She says yes. 2 minutes in she gets up and walks outside and says "I need to work or I'm going to be homeless". After I have given her more than 12k in cash and a place to live for dirt cheap. At that point I know she's full of shit so I pull up my Ring camera and confirm my suspicions. She's sitting there talking to the BF from Kansas. Once again all she had to do was be honest and not drop in the the remark about being homeless. So she spends the entire night sitting outside talking to him about marriage, what kind of ring she would want, etc. and I spend the night writing her the text about how sick I was of the way I was being treated. When she comes in I say "Did I do something to make you mad and walk out on me earlier?" I 100% had an attitude and walked in my room and slammed the door. Still didn't send the long text I wrote though and decided to sleep on it.
8/18 We don't speak all day. I just layed in bed and she was in and out. I decide I'm going to send the text but I'm going to my sister's house. I know how Reese is and there is no way I'm going to be there in person for all the screaming and crying. 6PM she is walking in the door as I am leaving. I say "I'm going to my sisters". She says "Oh OK sorry". This is the last time we saw each other in person. For some reason I decide to sleep on it AGAIN. 8/19 I wake up in the morning to see her tweet "Wish paying rent made landlords nicer 2 u." I wanted to reply "Wish paying tens of thousands got the client what was advertised" or "Wish being someone's friend meant you get treated with honesty and respect". Instead I just finally sent the text I had written a couple of days prior. Time for yet another Reese flip out. Screaming phone calls included. My sister was sitting right next to me listening the entire time and she knows EVERY last detail of everything that has happened because of how many nights I've sat on the phone crying about how shitty Reese has made me feel. After a few minutes of Reese doing nothing but screaming and crying, never allowing me to get a word in, I finally raise my voice at her for the first time ever. I yell "You're a cheap whore!" and hang up. Meant to say lying whore. I was just DONE being screamed at by her. Too many times now.
So I've been at my sisters since then. She's been in and out of my house since. And on her usual roller coaster of uncontrollable emotions. One minute she says she's going to pay me back. The next minute she threatens false rape and murder allegations. One minute she's asking if she can stay, the next she's once again degrading me and threatening cops. All I ever threatened her with is the truth. All the while I still try to be decent enough to allow her to stay until she can figure something else out (with me staying at my sisters). Every single thing from 8/18 onward is verifiable through text because that is the only communication we have had, outside of the screaming phone calls from her which I have a witness for. My house cameras prove we have not been there at the same time since I left for my sister's 8/18 6PM.
In retrospect, I am the biggest fucking idiot on the planet. There were so many red flags that I just outright ignored. Whether that was due to inexperience with women, me being tremendously lonely or a combination of those and other things. I did and do still care for her well being and obviously was attracted to her, but I'm not sure how exactly I would define it. I do want to be abundantly clear, I NEVER threatened her physical safety. I never even raised my voice one time with her in person. I never asked more than once for anything in a session. Never did anything without asking first.
I do feel bad because I know her mental health isn’t great but that can’t be used to justify all of it. I also feel terrible because I made a lot of promises I never should have made to someone I barely knew, “I’ll never abandon you”, “You’ll never be homeless again”, “I’ll do anything to make you happy”.
8/27 We hadn't communicated since 8/21 at all and she calls me at 9AM crying saying she just got "mugged". Proceeds to spend the rest of the day screaming at me on the phone yet again and telling me how she's living in her car and going to die because of the heat and when she does it will be my fault. Just another lie because she was posting pics on OF in a motel the previous week including a sex tape with her coke head boyfriend. 8/28 she goes full on fucking delusional and starts saying all kinds of foul shit about me (last text was "You need a tumor") and that's the last we texted. I still have a room full of her shit and she still owes me $8100. And she's back in Missouri with her coke head bf.
