there is something interesting in her tats, if you look at the back shots bbc vid you will notice a tat which say "G & S" and later in her vids its a cover up with two ghosts, white and black. The black ghost is there where the letters been.
I guess it wasnt the letter of her husband, thats why the cover up.
Lets try an interpretation of this cover up. Both of this ghost are having kind of a stoneyard close to them, black ghost is wearing it on his back and looks towards the white ghost, while the white ghost having her stoneyard on the ground and is looking away from the black ghost.
Which could mean, she is the white ghost and the black ghost is her past, probably her black ex boyfriend in the video, and she leaves him as the white ghost looks in opposite direction.
The stoneyards could stand for death, as her ex bf died for her.
Im not sure if she would process this kind of past on her back with a coverup but she probably also knows, since she still doing content, that she will be watched by him, which could lead her to do it.
May be he threated her not well or fucked another girl who knows.
This story only makes sense if they were a couple, but since he wore a condom.. could be because it was a one night stand OR she wasnt on pill at this time - then this idea makes sense again.
Any q and a's she did talking about her tats?