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capnfaphappy20

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You may be on to something that many of them face after such things. There are those who hear those details and simply enjoy it or want to know merely because, lets face it, she is a real baddie and a fantasy type. Then there are those who have no real concept of what boundaries are and take it to insane levels and stalking or even thinking they are the one for her, which is really quite crazy. Im only speculating but take a look around at just about all of them on their social media and youll always find a bunch of idiots that have absolutely no composure at all. It probably gets tiring and wears most down trying to live a "normal" life only to be bombarded with dick pics on the regular and comments that are often not welcomed and making them feel unsafe. Then there are a the few who either really enjoy those comments and play into it, but its really only their own inner circle they participate with in that world, and the unstable ones think they are also one of them and think its normal behaviour around anyone.

It can also be intimidating if someone isnt comfortable with what she does or doesnt know much about it. Thats not on her so much but I really have no idea what her dating life is like if it even exists. Point is insecurity and lack of communication and understanding each other can ruin a good thing, or maybe she is just batshit crazy and any or all of the above is affecting her and shes spiraling more because of it. Seeing her post quality drop over time says something, mostly they arent enjoying doing it or something else is up in their life we may never be privy to. What I do know is if she ever reaches the point of doing more explicit stuff, Ill be here for it but Im not holding my breath.:COPIUM:
 

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From the way I see things now, she will never get into full blown pornography. I think she knows she fucked up. I think that's left to those that take it seriously as a full time job. Models and pornstars like Octokuro, Helly Valentine, Alexa Pearl, Hidori Rose come to mind for those who have a successful career and understand their audience. Those models actually put effort into their content, have set boundaries, and know how to manage their time and skills efficiently. Some of them even started out as cosplayers or cam models and made a successful transition into more pornographic content while keeping their private lives private.

Personally I think Kiwi self projects onto others a lot. I think she created a parasocial relationship and fantasy of her fans fucking her. Especially when she basically begged men in uniform to send her pics because she has a kink for that.

I'm not a psychology major by any means, but I've known a lot of sex workers in my life personally, dated models, and they've never been privy to giving out such information. If I had to guess, since she started when she was 18, she didn't have time to develop real relationships, and now by sharing so much with the world, there's nothing left to keep private for a potential partner who probably already knows so much about her. This would definitely put a strain on her if she wanted someone to see a different side of her. She's already made this persona of her, whether any of it's real or not. If she would have kept her content to strictly content without sharing details of her life, spending habits, vacations, etc, she might be in a better mental state of mind. I also think she created the awkward dynamic between herself and her fans when she basically told people she had a body that needed to be bred, and how much she wanted to be a cum dumpster.
 

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I completely agree with you and that she wont likely ever take it that far. Just look at what minimal effort photos shes putting out now. Like hell she will suddenly rattle the more desirable content cage unless she has some kind of episode. Thats the vibe I was getting from her that she is aware she isnt mentally well enough to function in day to day life and has no impulse control, or maybe very little. Its almost like manic depressive or some other variation of mania. Those models you mentioned are great examples of what she is not for sure. Kiwi reminds me of her in that shes a bit like Kati3Kat and has some entitlement issues and the popularity, attention, being desired and money went straight to her head. The effort she used to put in has faded to less than bare minimum, yet she feels like everyone should be throwing money at her for her repackaged pictures that come up at random and is practically the same poses with a new timestamp, or additional photos from a previous set and its just more of the same. I havent followed her upbringing if she even mentioned anything about it before, but just from the way she lives, Im guessing she wasnt that well off and is new to having money. If im wrong, please tell me, but from what ive seen its like she spends on big ticket items that follow some real depressive episodes that spans many weeks, needs another mental health break from her last mental health break, rinse and repeat.

Its certainly true about her projecting. I didnt think of it that way at first but now that you mention it, the shoe fits in this situation. Her kinks are her kinks, but it does appear like shes the kind of girl that looks down on others but shes also miserable and insufferable inside at the same time.

Id be willing to wager youre right about her putting everything out there in her personal life early on and its now coming around full circle. The other part to that is starting around 18/19, you are bound to change from what you want the world to see and how you view things, unless youre amouranth and her narcissistic insanity circus fueled by greed and ego. Even a few years in content creation and living in the public eye changes people. She could have regrets or she could be just that unwell that taking her content to where her followers want step by step is outside of what she is comfortable doing anymore and she stalled out. Its not like Im about to ask her straight up what gives with the lack of good content lately and when will she be producing something worthwhile :KEKWlaugh:. I also didnt think of how she did create this dynamic that you mentioned. Thats where i do think, IMHO, that shes paying the price for being so open and not realizing that there are too many dudes out there that actually take her seriously about what she says about wanting to be gangbanged and used, and those that cant separate fantasy from reality. Some of those dudes can make even the strictly parasocial guys go WTF :sadKEK:
 

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Speak of the devil too. She is now rehashing old "never before seen" content as an apology for not creating anything new and worthwhile. I'm going to go out on a limb here and say she winds up much like Kayla Erin who pretty much exactly followed the same pattern of posting once in a blue moon, apologizing for it, then going AFK for another six months. Kayla's Fansly is all content shot from like 2016-2018 now. Charges $35. At least whenever there's anything new, it gets posted as a decently priced PPV on her free Only Fans.

If that is the route Kiwi is going to take, she needs to make her OF and Fansly free, and only charge people per set she releases once every two months or so, now that it seems like that's her new "schedule". It's unfair for people to be paying a subscription fee of $15/month if they aren't getting any value out of it. If she had any conscience, she'd do that.
 

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Problem with that is, you don't get anything out of either. She doesn't even post PPV's anymore to either. I know because I follow both, and subbed to her VIP. I'm not trying to bash this girl for being inconsistent. She just needs to have a better model for how she plans to operate her OF and Fansly and not make her fans feel disenfranchised for giving her money with little to nothing in return.
 

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It's not even about bashing or anything your literally paying her money for nothing and that's not cool. It's a problem most of these OF girls have they take advantage of it when they can. Obviously because no other place would pay you to not do anything. I agree though it would be better for her to be more upfront on a schedule but it's probably highly unlikely she'll do that.
 

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With the rehash picture's, one girl told me once that's why she never got a tattoo or wouldn't save bundles if she did. Then people know they are old. They can't call her out of you don't know when she made them.
 
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