I completely agree with you and that she wont likely ever take it that far. Just look at what minimal effort photos shes putting out now. Like hell she will suddenly rattle the more desirable content cage unless she has some kind of episode. Thats the vibe I was getting from her that she is aware she isnt mentally well enough to function in day to day life and has no impulse control, or maybe very little. Its almost like manic depressive or some other variation of mania. Those models you mentioned are great examples of what she is not for sure. Kiwi reminds me of her in that shes a bit like Kati3Kat and has some entitlement issues and the popularity, attention, being desired and money went straight to her head. The effort she used to put in has faded to less than bare minimum, yet she feels like everyone should be throwing money at her for her repackaged pictures that come up at random and is practically the same poses with a new timestamp, or additional photos from a previous set and its just more of the same. I havent followed her upbringing if she even mentioned anything about it before, but just from the way she lives, Im guessing she wasnt that well off and is new to having money. If im wrong, please tell me, but from what ive seen its like she spends on big ticket items that follow some real depressive episodes that spans many weeks, needs another mental health break from her last mental health break, rinse and repeat.
Its certainly true about her projecting. I didnt think of it that way at first but now that you mention it, the shoe fits in this situation. Her kinks are her kinks, but it does appear like shes the kind of girl that looks down on others but shes also miserable and insufferable inside at the same time.
Id be willing to wager youre right about her putting everything out there in her personal life early on and its now coming around full circle. The other part to that is starting around 18/19, you are bound to change from what you want the world to see and how you view things, unless youre amouranth and her narcissistic insanity circus fueled by greed and ego. Even a few years in content creation and living in the public eye changes people. She could have regrets or she could be just that unwell that taking her content to where her followers want step by step is outside of what she is comfortable doing anymore and she stalled out. Its not like Im about to ask her straight up what gives with the lack of good content lately and when will she be producing something worthwhile
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. I also didnt think of how she did create this dynamic that you mentioned. Thats where i do think, IMHO, that shes paying the price for being so open and not realizing that there are too many dudes out there that actually take her seriously about what she says about wanting to be gangbanged and used, and those that cant separate fantasy from reality. Some of those dudes can make even the strictly parasocial guys go WTF
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