Again, god =/= religion, in this case it's clear that she's using the word god as a metaphor due to her religious upbringing, and that what she's really talking about is downloading a message from the universe or cosmic spirit or whatever it is she's got in her brain. She's going "spiritual", which could mean that someone could talk her into doing sexual stuff as part of her spiritual awakening. I'm not saying she will, I'm just saying that "spiritual" leaves that open where as religion doesn't. I highly doubt she's going to ascribe to any dogma nor attend church services. It's going to be all reiki, crystals, mystical healing, auras, etc etc. Honestly wouldn't be surprised if she will think she will be able to do spiritual guiding for people and charge them money for her to tap into her psychic powers. I've seen this all before with white women I went to school with who had kids and were married, then divorced their husbands and went all "spiritual" and it's all tribal drumming in a circle while some washed out alcoholic/drug addict guy who also went through the same "awakening" plays guitar. It's generic white lady midlife crisis shit, guilty conscience etc.