I totally get it. Anytime anybody creates any sort of content, be it art, music, etc., they are being creative whether the audience respects the medium or not.
She jumped into modelling because she's incredibly hot and was offered money for it, so why not? Like a guitarist joining a band in a style he/she doesn't really like... but it's making money and providing fame so why stop??? But at the end of the day the creative part of the brain/soul doesn't feel nurtured.
The internal struggle is to give up earning money doing something your heart just isn't in... or going through the motions to earn a living? Most of the time what's needed is a break. And watching most of her content it's been obvious for a while that the fun is gone for her, which honestly makes it less enjoyable for me seeing that discomfort.
As I see it, she has provided a ton of amazing content over the years and shared her gorgeous body generously with all of us. She's earned my compassion many times over. Who am I to criticize her for what's in her heart? What does she owe us that she hasn't already given?
I hope she does whatever she needs to do to feel better.