I have been dating some girls here in there. I went to the bar with a trans girl friday night. Was chill. we went back to her place, chilled. we fooled around a bit. She gave me head for like 40 mins haha. I did not cum, she looked alright. Had a nice body though! Skinny and tall 6'1''. She was fun, and a really nice person. I think ultimately i really just wanna a nature born woman, over trans. I mean some are very attractive, and I have fun. But it is definitely not the same as real women. I also hung out with a trans girl from New York last weekend. We got coffee and walked around the park. We had a lot in common. After we went back to my apartment, looked at my art, then she gave me head. She gave me some pretty good head. I busted and she kept sucking until I had to force her to stop. Dick was feeling that head for 20 mins post, great. she was pretty too. Although she did have that dude smell a little bit. She gave me super sloppy head, and her spit was all over me and i had to wash my sheets after. The dude smell is definitely a major turn off. The chick from friday night had the dude smell a little after she started sweating as well. I think i always have a good time hanging out, going to bars, coffee, parks, etc, with trans girls. I treat them like a normal girl, and I am very open and friendly when out with women. So trans girls usually really appreciate that. I am not ashamed, and it shows. But unfortunately most of the time i am not really into the getting intimate part of things. I am a men, and i get hard, wanna get sucked etc, but it just doesn't feel as good this days. Also alot of trans girls are more than willing to let me top them raw. And i am super heath aware, this willing behavior turns me off a lot. Also there is always something that is a bit too manly for me, turn offs. And there girls that are very passable are usually damaged and the worst to be around. Trust, i have gotten realllllll lucky with super beautiful girls, some very popular onlyfans models. I find the younger trans girls have the least manly features, but tend to be the most unstable, sometimes scary of the community. I think over all i really just want women, not trans women. Lol i even losing my love i cock, idk just dont really have the urge for it. Dang chicks with dicks used to be my thing. Shit, the times the are ah changing.