She sells it on both her onlyfans and her manyvids page. So it's not that you can't find it, it's that you're too cheap to pay for it.
Normally, I loathe people who essentially beg or demand others share content with them for free. Especially when they don't just come out and straightforward ask for it. Least you can do is say something like "please, if anyone has this, can you share it?"
So not sure why I am doing this, must be in a rare good mood, here is this video you "can't find"/refuse to pay for: