She definitely regretted having done porn. She expressed this side on a YouTube video. At 18, the whole vixen aesthetic really caught her attention and she sorta just winged it in hopes of building her brand and getting her closer to final goal, which was to pursue mainstream modeling. Unfortunately, her involvement in the adult industry did the exact opposite. It prevented her from getting modeling work. Addmia I imagined was just done for money while she was still peaking. Now I imagine she just wants to have a private normal family life, and dissociate her past from her loved ones as much as possible.