So, I previously had a comment on here and I deleted it. Was a stupid comment tbh. Lol.
But, I'm highly religious, and grew up in church. I got into porn early tho, and it evolved. Eventually a few years ago, I really enjoyed watching porn music videos. One night, I was basically just watching and hitting next, jacking to the rhythm, not paying attention at all to the titles or anything. (Ariana Marie had one dedicated to her with Ariana Grande's focus song that was amazing) - one of the videos happened to be a mix of girls and trans. It completely pushed me out of it.
I turned off porn for a few days like "wtf?" But eventually I went back, found the video and watched the whole thing. Then, found another... there was a video a few nights in called "are you sure you like girls?" (
) - I could not for the life of me stop watching it.
Which has lead to all types of videos. Sissy porn, femboys, etc - I was told by a friend of mine that I was probably bi and I should hook up with one of her gay friends but I was definitely not interested. I dunno. I guess I like looking at dick, but not when it's attached to a masc guy.
Femboy, sissy, fem trans... even thinking about bottoming for one, it still has to be that feminine energy from them.
I dunno. Maybe I'm just fucked up. Not sure if I could ever go through with it in person, but I've seen some femboys on chaturbate and other sites that definitely make my imagination go crazy.
Just my 2 cents into it all.
Edit: as far as relationships go, it's pussy all the way for me. But that itch... of course, part of my hesitation is how many hard core STDs are out there now. M-Pox, etc ... it Def makes me leery
