part of it is because we all watched her when she was just a gamer chick, way before the NickMercs viral thing and before the current path she's on. This girl literally would make sure not even her butt was facing towards the camera at any point...lol
it's like watching a trainwreck, you know it's coming but can't look away. I still can't believe she's doing what she's doing now, it's sad because I really think the money and attention corrupted her. She became so obsessed with it, she'll do anything for it. She tries all these different things to go viral or get views, like the cannonballing into her inflatable hot tub, or any other stupid shit her or her loser friends (mods) come up with lol
and she's def. going the wrong path, sadly she doesn't see it like that. She's ruined her relationship with her family except her father, and I think the only reason it's not ruined with him is bc I don't think he knows the full extent of what she's doing. If he knew she was sucking dick and getting fingered by another girl on camera I highly doubt he'd want anything to do with her lol.
You can tell she doesn't even like what she's doing, she's just going through the motions bc the payday is gonna be worth it to her. What she fails to realize is she's gonna have an extremely hard time finding a guy (that's not a complete loser) to accept what she does lol.
we all crack jokes at some of the shit she says and does but it's honestly sad to see what she's turned into
