update: I had a feeling something like this would happen -- she isn't selling a whole set on her ko-fi, just one photo as some sort of preview. also, just "lewds" and shit like that. I am not so sure whether I want to spend 50 fucking dollars for one photo every day for a month. that is a stupid use of money.
I will still be taking the hit, but I'm not so sure when now. there are much more important things to spend money on than this.....whole ordeal. sorry guys, this is too much to lose for me.
edit: also, $2k for a laptop for college? ... fuck off